Saturday, January 21, 2012

the day when i really felt upset

conversations between me and my friends


Friends: hai!

Me: haii.. buat ape kat sini?

Friends: saje jalanjalan. Cha pulak buat ape kat sini? Shopping yeahh…

Me: ehh no lah. Cha kan praktikal kat sini, lupe ker bedah hoii….?

Friends: ohh! Ha’ahh lupe pulekk… cha sorangsorang jer ker….?

Me: no, with my friend. There she is.. (tunjuk kawan)

Friends: wow dating.. mane pakwe cha?

Me: ohh, pakwe kerja lah hunn.. hehe

*always jawab jawapan yang sama

Friends: kerja? Weekend pon kerja jugak? Ohh lupe, kana bang polis.. hehe

Me: hehe yerla, tak macam korang masingmasing berkepit.

Friends: la cha tu ha, ajak la pakwe kluar. Nanti boleh berkepit sama! Haaa kan kan..

Me: xley la, die busy

*alasan yang sama harihari

Friends: nah, kalo begitu pegi carik lelaki lain buat dating.

Me: cha sayang Boy sorang jer, tanak lah.

Friends: habis sampai bile cha nak macam ni? Hey cha, entahentah pakwe cha busy lain kot!!

Me: err… xlah, die busy kerja jer.. hehe no to worry.

Friends: cha fikir begitu, kalo betul macam mane? Haa fikir sekarang

Me: tataw la hunn… jangan la buat cha fikir bukanbukan.. takmo laa

*selalu jadi mangsa buli

Friends: tak tau? Boleh gitu..?

Me: hehe

*selang setengah jam kemudian

Me: jeles tengok dorang kapel… hati tak tenteram! Nak nagis jer rasenye.. (cakap dalam hati)

Friends: pakwe dok mane cha?

Me: PJ, kenape?

Friends: jauhh… senang laa

Me: senang ape?? (blur)

Friends: hehe takde pape

Me: hum ok..

Friends: cha tak ape ke dengan kitorang

Me: uh? Kenape pulak?

Friends: yela, kan kitorang masingmasing dengan pakwe kitorang..

Me: (how I wonder you will be here with me, holding my hand, listen to my tears) ehh tak lah. Okok hehe

Friends: kesian cha. I love you lah!

Me: love you too..

*sampai bile nak tahan hati macam ni

Friends: jom kite pergi the curve!

Me: err… kawankawan.. takpe lah cha nak balik jer lah.. nantinanti la kite jumpe lagi ok

Friends: alaa kenape pulak….?

Me: emm takde pape saje jer nak balik. Penat lah..

Friends: hurm. Okay, hatihati jalan taw!

Me: ok, bye. See you guys soon! (jalan dengan hati penuh perasaan sedih)

*selepas tu, nangis sekuat hati sampai mata merah kembang. Sedih bagai nak rak, takpe lah. I wish he have time to be with me, just like them, all the time.

8 comments:

  1. sha sha.... hmmmm... u are not alone, i'm here with you.. though you far away.. you're always in my heart..
    Ingat pesan mak ni.. ewah.. ko lebih kenal sapa boy tu.. ko kapel ngan dia punya lama.. 6 tahun kan.. xkan ko nak dgr cakap "friends" yg xkenal hati budi dia pun???

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  2. bukan nk dengar ckp kwn, just hati ni xtenteram, asek rasa jeles jak... kdg2 rasa sunyi jak

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    1. nafsu apa?? imposibble la ko xda nafsu.. hahhaha

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  4. wakakakaka nafsu dating sama pompuan.....
    xnak.... nti boy jeles&mrh... ehehheh
    ohh syg boy sorg... syg boy jer...
    xmow pompuan.... tolonggg

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    1. apa la ko ni.. maksud aku kita double date.. buat apa aku nak dating ngan ko.. kang nnt tiap2 malam jumpa ko jugak.. buahaha

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