Monday, September 26, 2011

Iklas dari hati

Assalam alay-kum kepada kamu yang tengah bace blog saya ni. kalau diikutkan hati ni, nak tak nak jer cakap pasal bende ni dalam blog. Rasa malu tu membuak-buak bagai nak rak. Tapi, kena paksa jugak hati ni untuk post dalam blogger.

Since dekat nak seminggu aku tak contact dengan BF tersayang, Boy, rase hati ni nak pukol orang jer. Aku rindu lah dengan dier, tak tahu lah kenape hati ni asyik fikir pasal dier jer. Tapi dier ade fikir pasal aku tak eah? hurmmm.. dah lah sekarang kitorang tengah gaduh, terfikir jugak time die bagi tahu aku yang die dah takde perasaan ape2 lagi pon kat aku (hati dah jadi batu). Sebak sangat bile dengar, tapi tetap jugak aku tabahlkan hati aku ni. sejak tu aku tertanya-tanya apa sebenarnya status aku sekarang. Kitorang loss contact without any decision pon daripada die. Bila ditanya, entah jawabnya.

Aku ke dia yang berubah fikiran, berubah pendirian? tak sangka kata-kata manis tu akhirnya jadi jugak semanis madu. aku ni umpama sarang lebah, yang hanya digunakan untuk menyimpan madunya sahaja. Sia-sia je slama ni aku limpahkan kasih sayang dan cinta aku pada die. Aku mohon sangat daripada die supaya jujur dengan aku dan bagi penjelasan tentang apa yang die pernah bagi tahu aku dulu sampai sekarang. Walaupun die dah xde perasaan langsung dengan aku, aku tetap akan sayang die sampai mati pun. Sebab itulah janji aku, yang tak kan aku mungkiri.

Aku berterima kasih sangat dengan Allah SWT sebab bagi aku peluang untuk mencintai seseorang yang bernama Indra Agil. Dari fisrt pertemuan kitorang lagi aku dah mulai agak ini lah perpisahan yang kitorang akan hadapi. Aku berharap sangat supaya Allah SWT bukak pintu hati dia untuk terima aku lagi. Kalau aku diberi peluang untuk putar balik masa, aku nak sangat betulkan semua yang aku pernah buat sejak aku mula kenal dia. Dia lah yang mengajar aku erti cinta, dia jugak lah yang mengajar aku untuk bercinta.

Terima kasih yang teramat sangat kepada dia. Semua yang die pernah buat kepada aku, aku amat hargai.

Aecha <3 Bb FOREVER

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